Thankful that I got to do this with this kid:
and that with those kids in the last two weeks.
"That" was tickets to the Rams- Ravens preseason game, with two buddies out late on a school night. They had a great time, I think. Maybe it was all the cotton candy in that bag, I dunno! Those 3 were a cheap date. We got the tickets for free after the Rams summer skills camp didn't work out so well for us - hopefully next year. Then they were giving away vouchers for a free hot dog, soda and popcorn for kids under 15. Woohoo!
Thankful for more food in the freezer. I'm still not cooking, thank you, People!
Thankful for radiation music. I can't listen to the whirring, clicking and zapping of the rad machine. It really freaks me out. It takes some guts to go back day after day for something that is intentionally damaging good healthy body parts, yet I have to do it. Whatever it takes to get through it, and at loud volumes! It's not like anyone else can hear it - the door is a foot thick and solid.
Thankful for single digit addition and subtraction. Tomorrow there is 10 rad treatments left. That means next week and the week after is 5 + 4 = 9. I can do that math! Plastic surgeon appointment is set up for the last week of rad so he can evaluate the "crispy" factor of my chest wall skin and figure out a timeline for whatever surgery we will do. Saline or silicone implants or autologous (rearranging the fat tissue I already have) are the options. Anyone have any suggestions? Implants are quick and easy as far as surgeries go. Any autologous surgery is more difficult with a longer "down time." Hmm... how much more do I really want to go through, and how many more scars? I know we won't do anything for at least 3 months to let the skin and chest tissue cool off, so a break from everything. I am looking forward to that break!
Two weeks from today, and we are done with the "killing cancer" part of this. Can't wait!